Yesterday my sweetheart left to Boise pretty early for state tennis. As I was getting ready to go to bed last night,
Aubrey was all curled up, asleep, on his side of the bed.
I thought I would be able to sleep all through the night without him waking me up every hour on the hour.
I did sleep ALL through the night.
The sunlight beaming through the blinds woke me up this morning.
I thought, "Oh no! I slept in!"
I had set the alarm for 7 am for school. It was only 6:52.
It's really strange because usually when I wake up,
I can't get out of bed because I feel as if something is missing.
My sleep!
This morning, I felt very rested,
but I still felt as if something was missing.
I realized that even though I get woken up by my sweetheart every hour during the night,
I wouldn't want to replace that with all the sleep in the world. Usually as he sits up on the edge of the bed at 3 am,
I look at him and I KNOW what's going through his mind.
(his worries, his discomforts, his concerns for his family, etc.)
When he wakes up in the middle of the night because he's trying to find a comfortable spot,
I tickle his head, arm, or back and try to sooth him back to sleep. When he goes to the bathroom, (and he goes a lot!)
I worry that he is up because his blood sugars are too high.
When the alarm goes off,
and I know he really hasn't had a good rest,
and we just want to lay there holding each other.
I MISSED ALL THAT!